This is supposed to be a Valentine’s Day post but Mama grounded me for the weekend for a reason I can’t share with you HERE. So, I just spent the Valentine’s in my room just like a normal day and if not for Phineas and Ferb it would be one of the most boring days of my life. LOL. Anyway, thanks for those who texted me just to greet me and for those who are saddened ‘coz they think I didn’t reply to them, I did, just telepathically. Haven’t you received it?
Since the day, I and my former girlfriend broke-up… that’s almost 3 years ago… I never had been involved in another relationship. I know what you’re thinking. Nope, it’s not that I’m afraid to love again it's because...
First, I think I’m not yet fully prepared to open my heart again. To tell you the truth, I still love my former girlfriend and it will be unfair for my future girlfriend if she knew that I only courted her just to help me forget my past. And, I don’t want that ‘coz it’s not right, isn’t it?
Second, I’m still searching for her, the ‘girl of my dreams’…it may sounds corny but it’s true…since I and my former girlfriend broke up I never fall in ♥ again. I admired a dozen and get involved with a couple of ‘flings’ but it never lead anywhere. Promise! I’m still searching…
…not until I met her…Her name is Doctrine. We go to the same school. In fact, she's a group mate of mine during RLE.
You know, I never intended to fell in ♥ with her but she has so many good qualities that a guy can't resist to admire.
2. She's interesting to talk with.
3. She's gorgeous.
4. She really listen to what I have to say as much as I listen to her.
5. She doesn't fails to make me laugh.
6. She's confident, outspoken and strong-willed.
7. Sorry Miley if I'll borrow your line, 'She made me ♥ her'.
As far as I can remember, our first meeting (it's June 18 last year, I think) was very casual, a simple 'hi' and 'hello'... that's it. I think I only spoke a couple of sentences (or less) to her on the day we've met. From then on, we slowly became comfy with each other... we talked, we ate together, we went home together... things that ordinary close friends do together... until an unexpected thing happened, I realized that I'm starting to fell in ♥ with her. Maybe, she already noticed it because of the "extra-attention" I'm giving to her. But, I hope not yet *fingers crossed*.
Though I have already feelings for her, I don't want to take the next move YET because errr... maybe I've fallen to early and if I tell her the truth I may scare her off... then our friendship will be gone FOREVER... 'sniffs'
And, if ever, she learned 'bout this, I'M SO DEAD TO HER.LOL.
P.S. Ruthie Tuttie, if you're reading this, please don't share it with our schoolmates. Please! LOL.
Before I go, I'll leave you with a photo of our gigantic billboard in Cebu. LOL. It's my gift to her last Valentine's. hahaha.